I haven\u2019t blogged in a while \u2013 I\u2019ve gotten out of practice. The end of the year was busy with teaching and holiday\u2019s and visitors. And the beginning of the year was busy with teaching and visitors and all the busy-ness of life. This past week I decided to create space for a making week. Not prepping for classes, not writing a magazine article, not preparing for a show \u2013 just making. For a long time now, I have felt that my creative endeavors are bifurcated. I have my paintings and mixed media work and I have my fabric work. My roots are deep into textiles and stitch but in the last 25 years my focus has been more on paint and collage. In the past 10 years I have been dipping more frequently into my fabric art persona connecting to the vast next work or quilters and quilt guilds. My one goal in my play date with my studio was to create something in the medium of fabric that is in the same voice as my paint\/collage work.<\/p>\n
To that end I set out sketching and planning. I dyed and printed, stitched and pieced, quilted and embroidered. After 4 days of this I stepped back and didn\u2019t like it. I really didn\u2019t like it. The scale was wrong the colors weren\u2019t working, my heart sunk, my plan – kaput! I lay the three-foot by four-foot piece across my dining table and decided to sleep on it. In the morning it was clear to me that I needed to cut it all up and let go of my plan. I got out my ruler and rotary cutter and cut the piece up into 11×14 inch rectangles. I didn\u2019t cherry pick, I just cut. All along I had planned to put wrens on my piece. I had already printed out my watercolor wrens onto cotton fabric and they told me they still wanted in on this piece. I pulled out two bins full of printed and stamped fabric from past adventures and let them talk to me. I started composing. Word from a psalm in that Sunday\u2019s church service found their way in, a snippet of sheet music called out. A favorite rubber stamp I\u2019d carved years ago of a bird in flight stated firmly it need to be included. My studio exploded \u2013 I worked furiously, with energy and joy and perhaps most importantly – no plan. I will say I am in love with these fabric collages. They feel like me. They feel like home, they feel real.<\/p>\n
I am so glad I allowed myself to the space and time to create. I am so glad I allowed myself the space and time to fail. I am so glad I allowed myself the space and time to find contentment and my mature voice in this medium. Now my synapses are firing and tingling. What about natural dying? What about rust prints? What about a series on endangered species in Sonoma County? Oh the possibilities!<\/p>\n
Take time for your own creative self. Let yourself fail, brood about it, then make something of it \u2013 remember that joy is meaningless without knowledge of struggle.<\/p>\n
JUST GET OUT THERE AND MAKE YOUR ART<\/p>\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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